But at the same time, I don’t hate it.
It’s funny. The more things I have to do during the day and the more stressed out I am by work and obligations, the better I sleep and the more rested I am. On the other hand, when I have too much free time I’m constantly tired and have no energy.
Laziness is a vicious circle. That’s why people who work all day can’t understand lazy people. The more you work, the easier it is to keep working and have your life in order. That’s why parents should make their kids work and not make them grow up on free stuff.
It’s probably nature’s way of performing natural selection and eliminating people who become hurdles. But just because you’re a victim of natural selection doesn’t mean you can’t appeal that decision.
When I’m busy, I wish I wasn’t. When I’m not busy, I wish I was. When it’s summer I wish it was winter. When it’s winter I wish it was summer. When I’m with friends I wish I was alone. When I’m alone I wish I was with friends.
That’s probably our brain’s way of leading us to the just middle of things.